Razel

My 5th monthsary gift...

2011-11-15T19:12:00.000-08:00

wish you were here.....

2011-11-12T03:47:00.000-08:00

mY bEsT bIrThdAy gIfT!

2011-10-28T08:14:00.000-07:00

To my beloved 3kkil....

2011-10-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

When I first met you

I felt like I had known you forever,

telling you my secrets

and what I didnt want ever.

You listened to me

I bet you thought I'd never end,

who would have thought

we would become more than just friends.

Over a period of time,

I got to know the real you.

A guy so caring and gentle,

with a heart so true.

You've survived your life

with hurt and loneliness by your side.

I told you I'd never leave

because of the feelings I have inside.

I know you

like no one I have ever known,

and sometimes I wonder

what I'd do if you were gone?

So I have decided

time answer all.

If it is meant to be

time will remove the wall.

I love the way we are together,

you can always make me smile.

Will it ever really forever?

I guess I will have to wait awhile.

Time will reveal, what lies ahead

but always remember

what I've said.

Meeting you has changed my life

and I really love you so,

I am never letting go.

Remember me always

and I will too.

I always think of

ME and YOU..

Short Picnic!

2011-10-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

Finally had the time with my sister who just got married... So happy for her... She finally have the life she always wanted... I just hope my mom and her will get along soon... Hmmm... My turn when?

My very own Ryan!

2011-10-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

Handsome LAh! Love you to the Max!

I finally found the one...

2011-10-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

A place I never thought I would be... and never expected to find someone there... Our love story started in a sweet way and it started with just a basketball... yeap thats right, basketball... haha.. He was cover with sweat and dirt when he introduced himself to me but I felt that was brave of him... Not all guys are willing to introduce themselves in that way! and the very first he showed the real him.... Maniac! wahhaha.. joke... I know he is Mr right na.... I'm so lucky!

0126am

2011-03-11T09:27:00.000-08:00

Yeah that's the title cos I just finished everything in the kitchen. Some people might think Im crazy or nuts... It's not that I wanna do it. I have to do it cos if I dun no one else would. You know being the eldest in the house means nothing. You'll end doing everything. Everything think Im scared of my mom but it's not, I respect her. I follow the right things she told me to. I do pity her having to take care of us till now and she never give up. Although she talks a lot sometimes, when you come to think of it, it all make sense. Not all moms know best but they teach you in what they have experience. You may think they are wrong now but when you fall, you'll think back of what they have said and told ya.

I sometimes feel like me and my mom are the only people in the house. If both of us are gone, you'll see the house upside down. Both of us are so tired specially my mom. Living without helper really can make you feel how the mothers and helpers are doing out there trying to earn a living. I pity my sister too. Although she is secretive, I can sense something is not right as a sis. She may not listen to me, she may not depend on me, she may be one year younger than me but it still cannot change the fact that Im the sister. We do not know what she is doing outside. My mom just trust in herself that nothing is gonna happen to her but I can feel her worry. My mom, she wants simple life it has to start from us. Dunno where this family has gone wrong but I know God is there watching over us.

I want to go back to Philippine to Join Pinoy big brother becos I thought maybe that's the way out of my mom;s suffering. When I'm done there, she can depend on me instead of me depending on her. She can lead a happy life. I know i have the potential.

Lord please help us mend this family. =)

I need a yaya...

2011-03-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

It's been almost a month since we last had a yaya.. I kinda miss doing my nails and now I can't even do it because nails are broken due to strong chemicals to wash everything. You know I dun really mind doing houseworks but to clean bathroom everyday is no way. I have to do it though if not I have to face the music again. Lack of sleep and I'm sick.
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My tummy had been aching since last night because of food poisoning same goes for my baby. We got it in malaysia when we exited. I think it's the green shells that we ate. Shanelle was vomitting away till we flew to singapore and my tummy only reacted yesterday. Shanelle feel much better now but me I'm still having that tummy ache.

I hope we can get the right yaya aand hope she is gonna be suitable for my mom because my mom expectation is so high.

The Grand final first rehearsal

2010-10-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

Tired Tired... Today is first rehearsal in Mart Studio at Pagoda Street and it was so tiring.. We have to repeat things so many times... Feet are aching but I had fun. Next sunday will be the 2nd rehearsal.

The MEET and GREET session

2010-10-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

It was the MEET and GREET session for she is my girl.. I was kinda nervous... Was shaking when I was questioned and specially when I sang but I over come it. They are actually choosing for the grand final which will take place on November I guess.

The contestantBTW that man is not one of the contestant

Hahaha..Actually Shivering there...

I'm in the final...

2010-08-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

Woot... I'm like one of the finalist in She is my girl this 2010.. 24th Sep will be the practice..hehe

Mooncake Festival♥♥♥

2009-10-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

3rd of October...That's when we celebrated mooncake festival with my family and love one. Firstly we went to my mum's company mooncake celebration and guess what it's on the boat... or maybe you can call it chinese junk.. My sis and had a great day taking pictures of ourselves from the begining till the end of the event. My mum was busy doing the same things. hahaha... The food was delicious too but the drinks was not included and many people complained.. But in the end it turned out well because the boss considered giving us water which was very good.. Very contented we were...

The sticker that we paste on our shirt...

Before we board into the Junk...

The dishes that we ate, drink that my sis and mum drank and the junk apperance...

See my mummy was so busy doing her stuff...

We are the "Junk's Angels" Yeah!

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After the event I have to rush back because my sisters wanted to play lantern at the Garden with me and my lao gong (KoKo)..Well we promised them that's why.. And that's the moment I celebrated my 11 month Monthsary with my lao gong... He gave me bear..a big one...so sweet although we had had conflict earlier...We manage to compromise...hehehe..

My lil sis lovely lantern...Love the colors of the candles...I was busy playing with the candles when I spotted this heart shape wax...Hehehe... That's my bear name Joyess...And my lao gong... Tense face though..hehe..

I was wondering♥♥♥

2008-08-27T19:24:00.000-07:00

I'm new to this blog thingy and I find it very

interesting and it keeps really cool for a girl who

doesn't have a lotsa friendme thinking all the

time on what to write . It's s, like me..hehe.. You can even check out

on others who are doing retailers and selling cool stuffs... My

lil sis and her guy own one so I decided to open one too.
You know it's good sharing your thoughts with everyone but I

think there should be limits... I read newspaper and yahoo

news daily and most of the time I read about blogger got

arrested and fined for something they wrote on the blog... But

I'm still wondering why...why should they be arrested? But

anyway... I think they wrote something that shouldn't be

written and someone hate it... Well it's not my business..

Hopefully I didn't offend anyone..Pardon me if I did..
OOhh...this blog thingy is making me addicted..haha..nah

joking.. Well hey yeah..it's cool.. I'll keep sharing..=)